Wednesday, April 24, 2013

Haitian Thank You's :)

From the women in the beading program to YOU - for all your support, providing supplies and for being willing to host parties to sell their beads and give them a future...
From the kids in the feeding program.  Their singing, "Read your Bible, pray everyday and you'll grow, grow, grow" :)

And from the Abraham Association singing group - these men are CRAZY talented and this is my favorite song they sing.  I jam out every time and sing it often back in the states.  ENJOY!!!

From Haiti to you - THANK YOU for loving, for caring, for being part of what God is doing in Haiti.

Sunday, April 21, 2013

Tension: Hope and Redemption

***First I have to apologize for the lack of posting on our Haiti trip - we had some trouble with the internet (not a surprise in a 3rd world country) and were unable to get the blog to open on the iPhone we had.  Hopefully our facebook pictures and updates somehow made it to your world these last few weeks.

Here's the thing about Haiti... you always leave with tension.  People there live in the tension day after day.  This time feels like more struggle and more tension than I've experienced on most of my other trips.  Tension between being overwhelmed with hope at what God is doing there and consumed with a longing for God's redemption of humanity in a desperate culture.  

There is so much darkness about Haiti - the people are beat down, broken, tainted and enslaved to a cycle of poverty that's worse than anywhere I've been.  Because of this cycle and such government corruption, it is INCREDIBLY difficult to bring about change.  We can try our "American" systems of change, but what works here is never going to work the same there.  Everything is different.

I found myself frustrated by the systems we've spent the approximately 4 years trying to implement falling apart.  We've discovered that what we thought was a marketable, sustainable model went awry when the supply could not meet the demand - or when the Haitian people turned on the system and on each other and tried to do it their way because loyalty, trust and perseverance are not virtues in a culture where survival is key.  You do what you need to do get ahead.  Period.  Change must start on the inside - your character has to be made and re-made.  Deflated, I cry out, "Come, Lord Jesus - redeem your people."

Our American partners there can get easily beat down by the darkness, the frustration, the tension, the hopelessness.  It's hot.  It's humid.  The power is rarely on.  Pumping water gets old.  Resources are incredibly expensive.  Things take about 20 times as much effort as they do here.  There's no respite.  Yet the commitment and calling of these people keeps them in these communities.  Life is hard in Haiti regardless of our nationality.  Deflated, I cry out, "Come, Lord Jesus - redeem your people."

The education system is broken - kids are in school for a mere 3-4 hours a day and are functioning at a grade level much below their age.  How do people get ahead without quality education?  The expectation of these kids is that they will get a Haitian high school diploma (the equivalent of an American 8th grade education) and then be put back into a society filled with unemployment, infidelity, and dependence on foreign aid.  Something's gotta give.  Deflated, I cry out, "Come, Lord Jesus - redeem your people."

But God is faithful.  He is alive and working in Haiti.  There is HOPE.  

I see HOPE in a bead program where 12 women are learning a marketable skill that could provide them with a job, a future, a way out of the poverty cycle.  I see them working on their own time - carefully cutting paper and rolling into beautiful beads - glazing it and letting it dry.  They are trusting the process and believing that this work will ultimately pay off.  Because Kelsea and our partners there love and believe in these women, they've created a potentially sustainable way to bring hope to 12 broken women.



I see HOPE in people like the Cowley's, the Hatten's, the Byxbe's and Kelsea giving up their entire lives and choosing to serve in Haiti - choosing to empower, to educate, to love, to walk with these beautiful people.  We had the gift and privilege of getting to spend some real time with Kelsea who is undoubtedly living out the gospel in Montrouis.  (We also got to surprise her by bringing her dad!)
She is loving as Jesus loved and serving as Jesus served. She literally moved into the neighborhood - into a house with water she has to pump, no electricity and mosquito nets to be able to minister to, love and understand the Haitian people.  I dare say nothing communicates love more than that.
 
(Kelsea and her dad, then Kelsea & her roommate Kourtney at their house)

Kelsea runs a Bible study with the women in the village and she and Wesner run an English program for the men and women of the fishing village.  They are truly servants who are empowering the people of Montrouis.  Here's a video of Kelsea & Wesner's English class (that is outgrowing the space!)

We also had the amazing opportunity to be witness to her engagement to Philipson - a mighty man of God who has done more for Haiti than most people I've met.  He loves his country and desires to see lives changed - he's pioneered a prison ministry where hundreds have come to Christ & worship still happens every Sunday, he started a brothel ministry where entire brothels have been shut down because the women met the Lord and were given a new sense of purpose for their lives.  As Kelsea and Philipson begin their life together in Haiti, I cannot help but well up with HOPE and excitement for how God will use them to change that country.
(Vernon - Kelsea's dad and the soon-to-be newlyweds!)

I see HOPE in what Pastor Caesar is doing with feeding and educating over 1500 kids a day.  This man has a heart for his country - for bringing about change and doing his part to give kids a future.  I'm inspired by his humility, his trust in God's provision and his perseverance.  His hope is to continue to expand this amazing ministry.
(Just one of the six education/nutrition sites that runs each day)

I see HOPE in the 14 kids that live at the Mission (the children's home).  We are discovering that the best skill we can give those kids is to teach them English.  If they have an American high school diploma and know English, they have a skill that no one can ever take away from them, they are incredibly employable and they have an immeasurable sense of self-worth.  In the fall, all 14 of these kids ranging from 3-14 will leave the Haitian school system and begin an education in English and French.  This will change everything for them.  Life will look differently because our partners have a vision to give them a hope and a future.  It will not be easy, but I cannot wait to go back and see the progress these kids are making and the pride they have as they learn a skill not many possess in Haiti.
(Elise - who lived in Haiti for 9 months & Kimberli - one of the mission kids, a joyous reunion)

Anyone that lives in Haiti must be resilient - it's a hard life and it's not always easy to find the good in things or to see God at work.  We are thankful for our American partners and the Haitian staff that have so much to teach us.
(Wesner, NVM Haitian staff and Parkher - a member of our IMPACT team)

We are grateful that you've joined us on this journey and want to give you a few ways that you can practically help these people change their future...

1) Keep your feelers out for teachers... we have a need for 2-3 teachers in different age ranges starting in September. Click here to email us if you or someone you know is interested.

2) Get on board to help us start "bead parties" here in the states.  Offer to host a party at your home where you'll take the Haitian beads, have people at your house and make jewelry together.  When we're up and running, we'll provide you with a kit (a promo video, some materials, beads, etc).  Email us to sign up now and we'll get you details once that is up and running.

3) Help us expand the feeding/education program that Pastor Caesar is doing.  He has 1500 kids involved now and is needing a roof for one of his buildings before the rainy season.  Email us if you're interested in helping with that project in any way.

4) Sponsor a kid - some kids we are in relationship are in need of sponsors for school as there is no such thing as free public education in Haiti.  Click here to start sponsoring a kid in Montrouis.

5) Sign up to come on our January trip and catch the vision for yourself.  Click here to fill out an application.

We are so thankful for your part in this Haitian journey.  We are thrilled to get to live in the tension with these people where we long for redemption, but yet we are filled with hope.  We join in one voice and cry out, "Come, Lord Jesus."  

***More to come on trip details - medical/dental clinics, time with the mission kids, ways you can pray, etc.

Sunday, April 7, 2013

Surrender

We leave tomorrow for Haiti and what feels weird and different this time is packing.  I'm not sure why. I think a big part of it is that we just moved into our new house a week ago and we are leaving - the unsettled kind of leaving and maybe that feels weird.

There are so many thoughts going through my mind... this being my 5th or 6th time to Haiti, I don't feel anxious about what to expect or how our day to day lives are going to unfold because I've learned that Bree Time does not equal Island Time :)  Life is different there and part of me really looks forward to the slower pace, the "you don't need a watch" mentality, the "pa gen pwoblem" (no problem) lifestyle.  I like the forced slowdown.  Our pace here is FAST and exhausting.  Haiti's pace is not.  I'm thankful for that yet get frustrated by that all at the same time.

I think what feels different about this trip is that it's been a while and it might again be a while until we are able to go back.  The gap feels greater.  I know nothing will have changed and everything will have changed all at the same time.  One thing I am certain of - this snuggly, ornery little soon-to-be niece of mine will be getting LOADS of quality auntie time.

I know that my expectations for how the trip will go are in reality NOTHING like how the trip will go, so tonight I commit to surrender my expectations and allow God to start with a clean slate on this journey - to do whatever work HE would like to do in the community of Montrouis and in the hearts of our team members, myself included.  There is a surrender that is happening even now that will transform us in the moments when we need him most and I am thankful for that call to "let it go" even before we arrive.  I know that He WILL surprise us by making beautiful things out of the brokenness.

Gungor - "Beautiful Things" 

All this pain
I wonder if I'll ever find my way
I wonder if my life could really change at all 
All this earth
Could all that is lost ever be found
Could a garden come up from this ground at all

You make beautiful things
You make beautiful things out of the dust
You make beautiful things
You make beautiful things out of us 
All around
Hope is springing up from this old ground
Out of chaos, life is being found in You

You make beautiful things
You make beautiful things out of the dust
You make beautiful things
You make beautiful things out of us

*photo cred: Todd Pulliam (Haiti 2011)

Please pray for us... we will update here as often as possible.

We say Mesi Senye (Thank you Lord) for the chance to do this & be part of God's work across the globe.

So grateful,

Bree - (Jarred, Elise, Jenny, Melba, Tiffany & Parkher)